It turns out, I’m still not good at sticking to a long, thought out blog plan. And much like other things in my life, when I sense I’m failing at something I committed to, I avoid avoid avoid. I need to stop doing that. It’s ok for me to get overwhelmed by my ideas and plans and have to take a break from them. But I have to just admit it to myself and face it head on, instead of turtling up and hiding from it all. For ***counts on fingers*** two and a half months. Lots of room for improvement there!

In any case! I still want this to be a place where I can talk about cool things that interest me. And I still also need a place where I can talk about more personal things as well, like my struggles with remaking myself and shaping myself into someone I’m more happy and content with. So here’s to a new year, and here’s to not avoiding my shortcomings, and here’s to a journey over the next year of trying to be who I want to be, not just who my anxiety shapes me into. ❤