I feel a little odd posting this one, after that last post. I spent a dark evening and a dark next day. Pretty meh weekend overall. But felt good this morning! Mild bit of motivation, was hopefully I may be able to grasp on to that.
But now tonight, suddenly. Something happened, or maybe a series of somethings. And I just sat there, seething, looking at the clutter around me.
What the fuck.
I am fucking better than this.
Fuck you, roping me in on this bullshit. I AM FUCKING BETTER THAN THIS.
I can be fucking better than this.
I can fucking do it.
Fuck you if you don’t think so.
Fuck you for dragging me down into this.
Fuck you for making me think I deserved nothing better than to sit in this fucking stew.
I AM FUCKING BETTER THAN THIS.
And I’m gonna fucking prove it.